Temptation
I havn't been doing well lately! Last night I had a burger, which wasn't so bad because it was extra lean meat and it was all veggies, some cheese on a whole wheat bun. The bad part is that I had FRIES!! Can you beleive it??? I couldn't resist. Especially since the smell was all over the house. I feel like shit, but whatever it's in the past and obviously I can't do shit about it. Blah fucking blah.Today I did OK I starved for most of the morning because I was to into reading Dr. Phil's weight loss book LOL. I can't believe it! I put off food for Dr. Phil wow! It's actually a great book. Some really good pointers. I'm going to stick to my calorie counting for now and when I'm halfway to my goal I'll try his method. It looks really good and I totally understand it.
Anyways, we're having pizza tonight (homemade) and I'm going to eat it and not feel bad because my calories are extremely low today and plus it's not bad greasy pizza ( I made sure my mom made a very thin crust!)
Exercising has been down in the dumps. Havn't exercised at all. I'm going to downtown again tomorrow morning so I'll get some walking in then. Also, next week I think I'll make myself a challange to walk 12 miles in 6 days :) I think that would be cool and very helpful.
My scale is going haywire. It's pissing me off :(. It keeps dancing up and down and I know that stupid thing is messed up. I payed only $14.00 so what should have I expected? It works fine sometimes but other times, I don't know what's wrong with it. It's like someone is playing with it..keep making the pin go above 0, whoever is doing it is very mean =(.
Last night I spent some time cleaning out my MSN contact list only 11 people left. I remember when I used to have like 70. I just couldn't stand it anymore. I've spent more time on this computer then I ever have on anything. Once, my life was the fucking computer. I can't believe that happened to me. I'm glad it's not like that anymore even though I do spend a fair amount of time on it just not as much as I used to.
I'm turning 19 years old on November 21st, I need a fucking life.
EDIT
I'm already feeling lonely with no one to talk to. I swear no one understands me at home!!!! =/
Anyone want to add me on MSN or AIM leave me a comment! :)
1 Comments:
Hi Minnie. I found the first week fairly difficult, but I was really into finally losing the weight. I found it harder to just deal with the idea that I would have to eat less probably forever. I'm still struggling with the idea that I don't have a fast metabolism and that I can't eat 4 chocolate bars a day without them showing up on my skin or on my ass.
With the moving right now it's especially difficult to justify spending money on more food when I already have stuff in the cupboards and we have to buy furniture. And I'm the stress-eating type of person - so I'm constantly shoving my face with anything I can get my greedy little hands on.
Sometimes you really need to take some pictures of yourself, see the difference and go back to doing what's good for you. That's really what keeps me going and getting back on the wagon.
By the way, I'd love to chat on msn, feel free to add me: erinleighralph@hotmail.com
Thanks,
Erin
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